Luck You Too
Luck You Too
I'm still around and so are you so I guess we do have some good luck. Some babies die during child birth and never have the chance to live or love. Sometimes the mother dies as well. Unbelievably terrible luck. If there was a God, he or she would have to be the most evil monster out there. What's the point creating a living being and making them stay 9 months in the womb just so that upon arrival the baby is prononced dead? Luckily thanks to modern medicine and technology child and parent mortality rates have drastically decreased. It's fine for people to point the middle finger at the most unpleasant character in all of fiction. Be carefull because if people see you doing that, it would be like getting caught talking to yourself.
The abortion debate is just that. It's very debatable. Fetuses that have been aborted had terrible luck. People that are pro abortion first have to ask themselves " Aren't you happy that you were not aborted "? Women and men have to be more responsible when they hook up. The game they are playing can make real people. If there is an unplanned pegnancy and the mother doesn't want the child, the best thing to do would be in my opinion is to have the child and give him or her away to a couple that can't have kids. Easier said than done I know. There are many different situations the mother could be in. That's why this topic is so difficult, but luckily the situation is easily preventable. Whether pro abortion or pro life we have to remember that we certainly are glad that no one aborted us. Also some things in life are none of our damn business.
I hope you and I are lucky enough not to get cancer. I'm a smoker and I like strong cigarettes. My mother and father both smoke or smoked so it's no surprise that I enjoy smoking and it wasn't always just tabacco. You name it and in my younger years I've smoked it. Yes, I've tried that! Remember that loneliness period from 1996 till 2000 I told you about? It was a fucked up time for me. Glad that time has passed many years ago and with some luck I'm alive today. I like cigarettes and never want to quit smoking. Is smoking bad for you? My dad smoked till he was 81 and my mother is a super heavy smoker and she hasn't had any problems? Yes, I believe that tabacco is bad for one's health. So are many things that are enjoyable in life. Many foods we eat are really bad for us. I'm no doctor, but I believe it's the persons diet that is the main cause of cancer. I think meat is absolutely delicious, but it is so bad for us ( please checkout the Youtube video Gary Yourofsky Greatest Speach ). Coca-Cola yummy, but oly shmokes... I'm currently reading a book called Salt Sugar Fat by Michael Moss. Good stuff in there. The worst thing about smoking is being in a non smoking atmosphere. I can't enjoy a cigerette at those places. Outside the door of a bar or restaurant or where non smokers or children are around. I love smoking at home when I'm by myself. Smoking on some trains is allowed and with a beer in hand, the ambience suits me well.
In the early 1990's I was visiting my brother in a city called Penticton. My mother drove us there from Kelowna ( where we lived about a 45 min drive or so away ). This was almost a quarter century or so ago so I don't remember much about what we did in Penticton. I do however recall my luck that day. It could have been tragic. On the drive back I took a nap in the back seat of the car. No big deal right? Problem is that my mother fell asleep while she was driving on the highway! She woke up luckily without killing the both of us or anyone else. She woke shocked and woke me up telling me that she fell alseep while driving. She was like Oh My God! Oh My God! Then she said something that I will never ever forget. She said it was MY fault that she fell asleep! Here I am around 15 years old and this stupid bitch blames me who was sleeping in the back seat for her falling asleep! That is so vile. Makes me sick everytime I think of that day. I almost lost my life because highway accidents can easily be fatal. For many years I haven't thought about that incident until a couple of years ago the subject of almost dying came up. My brother and my mom and I were talking about close calls in life and when her turn came she mentioned the day she fell asleep driving back from Penticton. Our lives weren't lost that day, but what little respect I had for my mom sure was.
Everyday I'm alive could be looked at as bonus days. I could have easily been in the ground 25 or so years ago. I might have been talking to God or talking to myself( same thing )and saying Pleeeeeeease don't let me die before having the chance to have sex. I need to know what it feels like. I so badly want to have that experience. One summer when I was visiting my family in Greece I asked an older kid in the neighborhood to take me to the red light district. How much money would I need? He said about 5000 drachmas which was about $25 US? Not much at all. I was super excited all morning and afternoon that day. I've watched quite a bit of porn up till then and I was good to go. You can say I managed to form a really good tennis grip in my younger years. So that early evening after the afternoon siesta the adults usually have, we get there and I am super nervous. There were a bunch of small houses in the area and in each one there was let's just say a business lady. We walked around for a short time and I knocked on a door. A very busty lady ( I'm guessing in her mid 30's ) opens the door in her underwear. Oh she had very nice breasts. That bra of hers sure had some work to do. But when I looked down there wasn't something right. One of the sides of her hips was bigger than the other. It was like an extra pound of fat didn't belong there. From her waste and up everything was perfect. She wasn't skinny, but she wasn't fat. A nice well built creature who was the epitome of pure woman. If it wasn't for that deformity on that one side of her body, she would have been absolutely gorgeous. My friend did the negotiating while my heart was beating at a super high rate. In the end she didn't want to do business with me because I was only around 14 or 15 years old. I was relieved in a way. My friend then said to go to another house. My heart was still pumping hard and I decided that was enough for that day. My adrenaline level had peaked. I would have to wait a few more years before I would say one of the best days of my life would come.